Won’t tell you the reason, but a few minutes ago I was very angry with someone. But I did not express it at that time. I have a special ability to control myself at times and I think this thing helps many times. At a later point of time it hits you that wow I controlled myself and that is why I am out of that trouble which could have happened.
So I controlled it this time to. And like a philosopher I started to think. And I was lost in my thoughts so deeply that instead of solving my problem, it entangled it completely. The thing was what right do I have to get angry with anyone. What I am is what I am. I am not someone else and someone else is not me. What right do I have to even suggest something to someone? I can do anything because it is I who is doing it. Why should I ask other people to do it? And why should I accept orders from others?
If I feel angry with someone, why is it so? That person is doing something which he/she thinks is right and what I think is wrong. But it’s him/her who is doing it and not me. Then forget about anger, why should I even care for it?
And what the heck I am talking? And whom am I talking to? And who gave me the right to talk? Maybe the one reading it may not agree with the content. And why should someone reading it?
Too many questions and I have no answers. So I give the readers the right to answer and help me out of this confusion.
(Azaad)
